BREAK UP’S TO MAKE UP’S

When a guy breaks up with a girl and she begins to cry, it’s not because she’s crying for the guy, not because she’s upset. She’s crying because she’s wondering what she did wrong, as if she wasn’t good enough, she’s crying with what’s left of her heart. I’m so tired of guys having such a strong hold on girls these days, guys automatically think that just because that’s their girl, they have to do whatever they say. Like honestly you don’t think she is going to have guy friends? What about her friends before she met you? You don’t want you girlfriend to have a social life? Girls need to stop trying to do whatever they can to please their boyfriend so things can be happy all the time or take the blame for fights so things can be okay that night. If he doesn’t like you the way you are or what you have to say then leave him. Why stay and then hurt and be like omg he’s so mean to me and we fight all the time, but i love him he’s so nice to me blah blah blah. Get a man that will encourage you to do things and go out and have fun. I don’t buy that us fighting makes us stronger saying, yes argument’s will take place, but if you do that shit everytime you talk, or you cant go a couple of days without fighting, then there’s something wrong in the picture. Reevaluate your relationship and think about what really matters to you.

This Day is a Day. :)

Dapat hindi ako dapat magpakasaya today at intindihin ang kalusugan ko. Pero mas masaya ako kasi kasama ko siya at inaalagaan niya ko. okay lang na maging Highblood, basta't andyan siya para alagaan ako. Yung taong sasabihan pa yung mga taong makakasama ko para lang tignan ako kapag hindi kami magkasama. We've been together half of this day pero feeling ko, kumpletong kumpleto ang araw ko. masaya ako to him .. Ayun ang alam at nararamdaman ko. Kapag kasama ko siya pakiramdam ko, ako ang pinakamahalagang tao sa mundo. sa ngayon, siya lang ang gusto ko. siya lang talaga. siya lang at wala ng iba. Haisss. Am I INLOVE ? :D

Weather forecast for today.

Pagkagising ko pa lang, naramdaman ko ng sinisipon na ko.
at ayun siguro ang naging dahilan at nagka'leche-leche na ang araw ko. sinabayan pa ng maghapong hindi tumigil ang ambon, haiss .. si "kabayan" talaga. at ang kapapasok pa lang na balita, pumapasok na si "lando". ano ba. Ang init ng ulo ko talaga. yung tipong, magkamali ka lang ng galaw sakin ay tiyak na may kalalagyan ka talaga.

When Im with him. *smile*

It feels like im Home.
Feeling ko safe ako. feeling ko ako ang pinakamagandang babae in the whole world. ☺ ang sarap sa feeling to be loved by someone na hindi mo ineexpect. yung feeling na, isinasama ka ng isang tao sa mga pangarap niya in life. yung desisyon mo lang ang importante. yung makikinig sayo pag ikaw na yung nagsalita. yung taong iintindihin yung feelings mo bago ang lahat. Siya yung taong hinding hindi mo gusgustuhing masaktan o makaramdam ng ignorance. I feel sooooooo blessed to had him now .. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan o anuman ang kalalabasan nito. ang importante masaya kame sa ngayon and that all that matters. Let God alone. :)

*Relief* =)

First on My feasivility study.
july 15, 2011.
Bagsak ang feasiv namin. Ang sakit sa loob kasi 2nights namin pinagpuyatan yun. pero hindi naman talaga kapasa pasa. haha. tanggap namin yun. para lang kaming nagproject ng highschool project. haha. Binigyan kame ng last chance para ulitin at ayusin yun. By monday, PERFECT ! pinagpuyatan ko yun. haha. but not at all ! :) Um.. marami akong natutunan sa "thesis" daw na yun. Sobra. Natuto akong maging Responsable at nalaman ko na kaya ko namang gawing mag-isa yun. Wag umasa ng umasa. Wag magpa-phetics. Pag may pinagawang gawain, gawin agad. :) Be more responsible as a student. :)

Second is on my "tour" daw.
na ngayon ay hindi na matutuloy. :I
haiss. ang dami naming balak. as in, lahat settled na. Sadyang may mga tao lang talaga na makikitid ang utak enu ? hahaisss. May mga tao tuloy na nasisira ang reputasyon. anyway, I dont have the right para magsalita. basta nakakapagod at nakakatorture lang para magbalak at kumilos then at the end, babagsak lang pala sa wala ang lahat ng ginawa namin. *sighed*

last is my prelim examination ko na maganda naman ang kinalabasan. :) haha. nakalusot ako. :p ang sarap sa pakiramdam na nalagpasan ko lahat ng akala kong hindi ko kayang gawin. Relieving.
At kahit anong pagdaanan mo is may isang taong handang tumulong, umalalay, umintindi, maghintay sayo at the end of the day. yung tipong paglingon mo, nakangiti siya para sayo. Yung masasandalan mo pag gusto mo ng ihinto yung mga ginagawa mong nakaka-STRESS. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Wala ka ng hihilingin pa.

I'm not Depressed. I'm SAD. :(

Tin-tin is in the hospital for 2days now.
Um.. mahirap talagang magkasakit at mahirap mag-alaga ng may sakit. :( awa ako kay ina. haiss. She's the only one who supported us financially then siya pa nagbabantay kay tintin. Sana naman hindi na dumating sa point na kailangang Operahan si tintin. :( Until now kasi hindi pa din ma-point kung ano ang sakit niya. haisssssss. Wala akong magawa. Im just praying time by time. Have faith. Awa na din ako kay tintin kasi everytime na nagigising siya namimilipit siya sa sakit ng tiyan. wala akong magawa kundi hawakan kamay naiya at sabihing "everythings gonna be fine and she will be fine, konting tiis lang." :(

After 2weeks, saka ko ire-reconsider ang lahat.

Whatever happens after 2weeks from now, I'm always be the Princess that he used to be. Atleast, I feel to be loved by him. Sometimes, I feel like a coward to face what I'm really wanna feel about it all. I cant blame myself anyway. But still, I dont want him to be hurt. He didnt deserve that. That's all I ever know. This time, I used my mind and blinded my heart. I am so pissed right now. I really do.